There is a period in narcissistic abuse recovery where you may still be living in the same house within. You may still be sleeping in the same bed, driving the same cars, and seating dinner at the same table, but at one point something inside you will simply snap. You will still be physically around them, but your spirit will already be gone.
Think about how you used to react to them when they gave you the silent treatment. You used to panic. You would cry. You would send them paragraph after paragraph over text, begging them to just talk to you. When they got angry, you used to shake with fear and try to fix everything.
But suddenly, their drama will not hit you the same way. They will go silent for 3 days, and instead of crying, you will just enjoy the quiet. They will try to love-bomb you with fake affection, and instead of feeling butterflies, you will feel absolutely nothing. They will throw a rage fit, and instead of being terrified, you will just look at them like a tired parent watching a toddler throw another tantrum that you’re not ready for.
This is how God—higher self, the divine being—starts removing them from your heart before he removes them from your life. You will not even understand when it happened. There will be no grand fireworks or sudden explosion. You will just wake up one day, look at the person who caused you so much agonizing pain, and feel nothing but complete empty apathy. You will feel like you are looking at a stranger.
Your emotional umbilical cord to them will be completely severed.
Number four: God will make you—
Chapter 7: Losing the Illusion
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